Wednesday, 26 May 2010

Tuesday, 25 May 2010

At least you came online tonight, every day i get closer to seeing you again buteveryday it becomes longer that i havent seen youu& each day it hurts more to not be whith youu..
I just want you, back where i can see you& be whith youu..
AnnieHarris made my day todayy..
She told me;
'Each day your not whith him just means that your a day closer to getting him back'

Monday, 24 May 2010

I remember when i said i couldn't live whithout you, i always thought this was true.
You being away just confirmed it.
Never leave.
I wont, &this time i really mean it. I promise, on everything i have.
Afterall, whithout you, im nothingg.
You make my worldd.
Nothing's as good as the real you..
Twoo, is better than one.
I think of you& everything's okayy.(8)
Right noww..
The odds that im going to get a chance to talk to you todayy are very loww..
I guess im pretending..
Pretending this isn't hurting as much as it really is..

If something upsets me other than you not being here, i sort of shut down, go all silent& just think about you for a while. It hurts, but in a way thinking of you is the one other thing that keeps me from being a complete mess.

EllenHonybun understandss.
Out of all the people  would have excpected shes the one that gets the way i feel.
Whether thats because she has someone that means something to her like you do to me, i don't know. It helps though. Its not like we talk about it, but when im around her, im not bothered whether she thinks im being a miserabble bitch, because i know,
 she understands.

In art todayy,  MissSmith called your name. My body kind of went numb, 'Oh, he's not here' half the class galnced at me whilst i sat there feeling nothing except how much i wanted you to be here, here right now.

Tommorow we i have geography, normally i look foward to it, mainly because your in the plaza too. Now, your not going to be there& im not going to feel like talking to my friends..So i can see it sucking, just like every else right noww.

From now on, your Lynx comes everywhere whith me.

RobLaurence took the mickey out of us today. I've never wanted to shout at him so muchh.
Right now? He's talking to me on msn. I dont want to know about your freakin' duck!

Past few days i haven't been bothered what i look like, whether i seem grumpy or quiet. I just want you home. I just sit there quietly, waiting.

Sunday, 23 May 2010

Im never like thiss..
I always thought i was a happy person.
What happened?

No one to tell. Everyone thinks we're just a silly pair who dont really care for what happens whith or to eachotherr..
They're all so wrong..
Afterall.. your all i ever dreamt of, now.. i've found you. Your my life.. now your not here. I am a mess.

I miss you. I miss EVERYTHING about you.
                                                                                                   I just want you back. Back here, to talk to when ever i need you.To see on a daily basis. To make me smile every hour of the day.
Nothings the same.
I still fall asleep thinking of you, but instead of being happy, im a mess.
I want you to come home. I want to be happy again. I want to be whith you again.
Well that was hard.
I've never wanted to cry so much in my life, but i couldnt, not in front of youu..
The smiles dont hide the pain. I still miss you.
I couldn't help but cry last nightt..

Tuesday, 18 May 2010

Its been a while since i've missed you as bad as i have today..
I was a killjoy all dayy because i missed youu.
Even when i saww you, i was still a mess because i knew you wouldn't stay longg.
I missed your smell.
Your voice.
Your words.
I missed you.
It sucked. People kept asking me what was wrong.. I felt like such'a pleb.

Sunday, 16 May 2010

I really dont want you to go..

I dont know how to tell you how scared i am about how much its going to hurtt :L


Im scared of next week.

I feel like a cripple thanks to yesterdayy..


You amaze me, i never knew it was possible to get so dumb! ;O

Saturday, 15 May 2010

I dont want to go to swimming..
I'd rather go to bed. ^__^

Friday, 14 May 2010

..&its true, that i love you, & its true that your the only onee, &i do, i adore you& its truee. You make me feel aliveee. (8)
No one's ever made me so happy.
You make me smile all the time, so much that my cheeks hurt ;O
&You make my tummy feel funny.
You're all i need. ♥

Im looking foward to Sundayy.

It should be sunny& im spending the day whith you.

(8)You make me feel alivee.

Wednesday, 12 May 2010

Well, im going to bed.

Somehow? I cant see myslef getting much sleep, not whith you on my mind.
FavoritePerson, goodnight. <3

I miss you!

Come back!
You've only gone offline, i know. I misss you! I miss you! I miss you so badd!
Yesterday, you asked me if i was sure that i wanted to be togther.
I've never been so sure about something in my whole life.

GeorgeEtheridge left me a note on my ipod today, it made me smile;

He told me;
"Amie, your aweosme, love you forever.
Never give up on being yourslef"

Made my dayy. (:

Lizzie, i love you!

'The printer is jammed'

How the heck did you think of thatt :L
I always want to hug you..
& never let go..
But i cant.
'The girl always loves the boy more'
'Are you calling me a girl?'


One heck of a dayy.
You leave me for a whole ten days. ^__^
I have a biology exam. ^__^
ElizabethHopper is having her birthday 'thing'



'Aww, you guys made me inkk'
'Shark Bait OOH HA HA'
'I shall call him squishy, he shall be my squishy'

Nemo, your going on my ipodd ;)

Tuesday, 11 May 2010

I knew it was to good to be true.

Things never stay good for long enough to enjoy them.


I wish i'd found out earlier.

I hate it when your quiet;

I either think i did something wrong, or your upset. >.<


Your pathetic.

I keep imagining the week after 21st;

It hurts alreadyy.

Monday, 10 May 2010

I don't want you to go. Ever.

I dont want you to go to Greece.
I am going to be an emotional wreck whithout you. :L

You 'slow replies'ed me.

Now i miss you.
Your love, your love, your love is ma' drugg. (8)

I couldnt sleep last night. Not after i thought i'd upset youu. ^__^

Sunday, 9 May 2010

Im loving cloud nine (8)

My left arm is blue;

Thankyou LiamShaughnessy. ^__^   <3


That Mo'fo' you were 'in love whith' is possibly theeeee biggest hoe i have ever met.

Saturday, 8 May 2010

Where's the sun gone;

Silly shy orange ball i hiding behind those freakin sheep!

Well, MrOrangeBall,  think your'a  d o u c h e.
So go peel yourself an orange!

Saturday, 1 May 2010

I neglect this blog to much. I think im going to stick whith the other one, so dont miss me if i dont come back.


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